Charlene. 16. PH. ||"Life is less clear to me every day. The world's harsh technicolor swirls jumble before my eyes until I'm dizzy. Admist sheer chaos, you are my only black and white, and nothing is more beautiful to me." +
“Some days I feel like I can totally handle it and then some days I feel like I’m walking on a tightrope and I’m losing my balance. Because you’re human and you have good days and bad days and up days and down days and that’s just kinda how it works. That’s why writing songs helps me get through all that.”
I’m most scared by the thought of prolonged, perpetual unhappiness, and of unfulfillment. I have this really high priority on happiness and finding something to be happy about. It’s not that I live in a delusional fantasy where I’m just smiling every day. I definitely feel pain, but there is also this need to be grateful for what I’ve been given.